I am really making an effort to get back into shape. I have rejoined Weight Watchers and have been exercising daily. Right now my body HATE me. I am in so much pain from using muscles that haven't been used in YEARS. But I am sick of wearing ugly clothes that don't fit right. And the fact that I jiggle all over. I can't stand to look in the mirror anymore.
Gaining all this weight has put me into a very deep depression and I need to deal with it.
I want to be able to play with my kids. Go on hikes like I used to. And to feel attractive again.
Luckily I am blessed with a husband who finds me sexy. He doesn't understand why I feel the way I do about myself. It is hard to explain to him. But this is something that I need to do for myself. He has offered to join me in my venture and that makes me so happy. It would definitely be easier if we are able to support each other.